asti

2006-10-02T09:53:00.000-07:00

look!! :) watch out!! for.. asti :) or the grudge might be behind you without letting you to know! tee hee. nah, that was random. eghh.. okay. I am not the grudge hahahah. :p

oh well 2 days ago.. was my BIRTHDAY! :) thanks for everyonee who said happy birthday to me. I thank you guys so much. I felt really happy you know. very happy although there wasn't a party or something, sadly. I dunno, just can't be bothered to make a party since year 7 I guess, huh? : D but of course I still would like to come to YOUR party..! eheheehee. So yeah. ;)

Oh yeh, I will post some pics here. I was decorating this pencil case :). Waddaya thing? pweedy? hehehe. I used acrylic paint by the way. haha. : D and soo limited colours. I only have 5 or 6 colours. *sigh*. It turned out so pretty than what I expected ahahhaha. Sorry for those oh so not good quality of pictures.. but I think they're kinda good... I believe.. haahaha. XD dont make me upset by saying "WHATS THAT ANGLE?" hahahhaa. -_-'' errhh> :D im not a GREAT photographer ^^ but yeah I loveee photography. :) My dad bought me a new camera yayY! but it hasn't come yet haha. XD The right picture is kinda yellow-ish. :( ugh. The right pic is the correct one. ;) the correct colours I mean.

Today, I had PE. For this REASON, I almost get whishpered by the devil! an evil sound which told mee to drink! satan! haha :p but I didn't drink btw. ^^ :) I know, I should continue fasting because there is no point of breaking your fast when you've been fasting til noon. so yup! :D and I still remember God! haha XD oh well. Btw, I will tell you my PE story ^^. We played basketball right. (BASKETEK! hahahha.. indo knows.. I HOPE) and... my team was Regina, Egit and of course myself. We played 3 games. -_- so freaky. First, we were against PROOSSS hahaa YOU KNOWW that WE as in my team are noobies haha : ) but HOWEVER, we played hard. *oh yeah?!* okay what I am trying to say is.. we lost hahaa XD. and second game.. we lost again... We lost against.. uhm.. yona, Rahmi, Rach, pipit. and there.. they were really good. or was it just us?? who were really exhausted. ^^ haha. and.. third game.. we were against.. kiki, natasha and.. cheezly (how to spell her name? T_T haha) AND THERE AGAIN! THEY'RE likee soo good and soo active and.. soo... have high WILLING to WIN. and bTW! it was draw against them ^^ what a surprise haha ;P
It wasn't a big game btw. Just had some NORMAL pe. :) and oh yeah, this is awkward, me playing under the sun playing rounders.. and.. me playing inside.. playing.. basketball.. which one do you think is more tiring? for me is.. basketball. Dunno why. Probably, because we burn more calories : D and do so much move yah. and how about rounders? we have to wait for OUR turn.. or we just stand.. fielding and waiting the ball til it comes to us. heehhahaa. so yup!

Just feel like writing to.. uhmm MR/MRS/MS lil problem.. dunnoo who.. but yes we know all what it is.. right? who doesn't?

Heyloooo helloo hiii MR/MRS/MS lil problem! : D
Thanks for all your problem that you've given me. But, can you for now please just LEAVE me alone! haha : D becauseeeee youu know, I am just too tired solving this things ^^ okies? THOSE ARE TOO HARSH! pwahahhaha ;) so, ya know. please please please please leave me alone. and you can come sometime later but not this time T_T gahhaha. Stop coming over and over and over and over and over again! "we" already made it through.. and.. happy again! (for about how many days?) and.. now.. here it comes again :) GAWD. GREAT. GOOD. NICE. OHMAN. not again! pleaseeeeeeeeee. I know problems love me. but WELL I don't! -_- haaha. and.. DEARR GOD. wish wish wish and wish.. I wanna.. get him outta my mind.. we broke up already like since ages ago (ages?) but.. I still.. you know what I mean! can't mention it becausee it's too "harsh". mann... it hurtss. HauhUAHuahHAHAHHAA :p ;p how amazing is that when you can still love him with all this broken pieces of my heart. *ew whats with my words!!!*

That was stupid, but sometimes I prefer being stupid idiot dumb (I hate the word retard so I wont mention it) and etc etc. because.. It kinda feels good when you just let it out. let you kinda scream althought you dont even scream. but I just feel like SCREAMING "AGHH!!!!!!!!" and stuff. :) :):)

Long post.. I am sorry. whoever you reaches this lil ending. i love youu so much! hahaha. : D

2006-09-28T23:25:00.000-07:00

yeha yeha yeha brand-new layout! :) comics! hahah : D oh yea, take a visit to the creator *on the credit*. its funneeh! hahahahhaa. oh yeah, I didn't know that tomorrow will be 30th of sep which means tomorrow is my FRIGGIN birthday omg. but, not really nice ya. : D i dont wanna get older. hahaha. I miss my childhood I really do!

2006-09-27T07:23:00.000-07:00

little chat with my brother...

me: what are you scared of?
bro: ghosts...
me: huh what?
bro: ghosts!!!
me: they are not fukin real!
bro: but im scared.
me: besides ghosts.. please!
bro: God.
me: Yeah I know that. everyone is. besides that PLEASEEE.
bro: mom and daddy.
me: WHAT?
bro: parents.
me: HAHAHHAHAA.

that was retarded so stop talking about this haha : D my maths teacher "mr. O'brian" which best known as killer teacher (but not really) duznt wear glasses anymore haha. : D and you know.. when one of my classmates, Nasser that is. He said "Sir. Did you break your glasses?"
Mr.: No. (and blababl I wasnt listening coz I was FOCUSED on my work!)
nasser: ohh. you look good you know!
Mr.: HAH!I know. Before, I looked good and now.. I look great.
everyone in the class: HAHAHHAHAA.
I didn't KNOW that He can bee like that! haha. EH BTW I HOPE HE DUZNT READ IT. PLEASE. Or I will get murdered. nooo xD

Today isn't the best day afterall. But was funneeh enough to make my ass laughed so hard.

OKAY it's ikhtar! (eat after you fast)
:D okey-dokey kidss! gotta go! byeee.

2006-09-26T04:01:00.000-07:00

hohoh im soo sorry for everything that I've done wrong. well not moslem people only but to all of ya. :) happy ramadhan to people who areeee moslem and fasting hahhehe. :)

I am sorry lately I've been busy. really. seriously. how could I prove? by not blogging nowayadays XD hahaa. upoon celsyy request!! here I am sitting in front of my computer blogging! ohh specially for youuuu cellll! haha : D

man.. I am so hungry. and I have to shut my mouth not to say bad words. what a month : O I am not allowed to say it to my brother. it sux.

Oh btw.. *shurg* I am hungry T_T and OHHH btw!! I haven't changed my layout yet due to my laptop isss infected by someee stupid program which told me to reboot and then after I reboot, my laptop always tells me to "end now" which means.. everytime I click a program its always turned out to be NON RESPONDING PROGRAM. GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. *hold it my anger.* Sadly, I guess I need to download "windows" again which I dunno how to set that thang and internet connnection and all that.. Shi... jazz. :D wops almost. and I HAVE TO WAIT FOR MY daddy til he comes T_T on 14 orr 15 of october!! * he stays in Japan for a year I think* oghh man..

Gotta go!! my evil brother is gonnaa come backk soon and.. he iis really goonna kill mee if he knew that I am using my computer right now :D :D:D:D such an evil brother. gosh!

2006-09-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

credit : kyuusho

Torres is going to marry a woman called Olalla. TOMORROW. YES, TOMORROW. what a broken heart.... THAT BIATCH :( hixhix. How could Torres do such a thing? I mean, I am engaged to him already and he dumped me like this.. with that.. fkin *****!! hahaha am i exaggerating? hehe. I am kidding sorry. but seriously, he is REALLY going to marry tomorrow. =( it really is a bad news.. at least, for me. haha and perhaps? his "huge" fans out there? hahaha xp oh well. Let's hope that he will have a good life with his will-be-WIFE. cool thing. xp and they're gonna have children afterwards. err, am I thinking too much? gawd. -_-'' nevermind.

Uhmm.. so I will tell you about my stupidity when I was a kid. well, it's not that stupid but it just SEEMS like... hehehe. xp o well here I am telling you this. =) good thing that I can remember it!!! ehehe.

- I was very curious when I was a kid. That's why I ate a cigarrate. hehehee. My maid who I called beebee (bibi in indo) smoked. and, yeah, so perhaps I was thinking "Are cigarrates that good? because she smokes everyday." I didn't know how to smoke, and so I was afraid to burn myself because of matches ehehe. :p and, so I ate it. =_= and I was like "ewww. it doesn't taste nice. what in the world it is?" hahahha! god! I just realised how stupid I am hahehhe.

- This one is about curiousity too. There was a medicine which looked like a red candy. (uhmm it's much like M&Ms I suppose) and I really knew that it was a medicine!! and, yeah.. "I wanna try it. it looks good" so, I don't want anybody see me eating a medicine which looked soooo much like a candy so I hid in a room. :P and I ate thatt pill!! lol! -_-' I was like vomitting!! (no water people. I didn't know how to eat a pill! lol! when I was a kid -_-) geezzz.

- Uhm.. it's about cheese now. I was burning a cheese warper (you know the thin-white-plastic ones? uhmm.. got it?) yah, so I burnt it and I left it on the table and I wanted to go to my bedroom, and the plastic followed me around. A PLASTIC FOLLOWED ME? how could it doo that? well, I thought that a jin was teasing me and I was friggin scared. =_= hahaha!! dumb dumb dumb. and then, I ran around while saying "AAAA the plastic is following me around!!! HELP HELP!!! ZAKY! HELP HELP!!!" (zaky is my brother by the way) HAHHAHA!!! and then the plastic touched me.. *wtf?* and it was pretty hawtt... I guess. so I was like "OUCH!" hahaha! -_-' stupid stupid stupid!!! that was the funneeh one... for ME. ;p

- This one is about my ex-chairmate + my ex-classmate! hehehe. I miss you erma. :) uhm I went back to school after 1 hour break (between 12 and 1 o'clock) and..
me: why is this spoon here on my table? ew so disgusting!
erma: *she was looking but she said nothing*
me: pffshhh, I am just gonna throw it away.
erma: uhm asti, it was actually on my desk, but then I moved it on your desk.. er... sorry.
me: huh? WHAT? hahahahahhahah!!! here I give it back for YOU!
erma: noo way!! no thanks!!
me: here here!! it was ON your desk!
erma: hahahah!
me & erma: *evil laughs* lets put it on dewi's desk. (my friend called dewi who sat at the back of me)
me: good idea! let's put it. hehehe. but we gotta shut up!! well,, she's not here so ok, I will put it. wait.
*okay. then i put it*
me & erma: HHAHHAHAHHAHAA>
and then dewi came... "huh?? WHAT'S THIS" *then she threw it away to the bin. hehuheue.
me: dewi.. sorry.. I actually put that spoon on ur desk. It was on erma's desk but then she put it on my desk and so I put it on ur desk tee hee. sorry!!! I was just joking around.
dewi: hahahah! okaay. xp
well something like that !! so naughty ya!! :P im sorry dewii! hehee. u must've been really pissed at that time. xp hoehehoeohe sorry!!

- About Yona and me. We were walking and my phone vibrated (which means, someones is calling) hahah and me was like dunno what that was and I thought it was a snake. and Yona thought it was a ghost wishpering. and hell yeah, we ran and we stopped when I remembered it was my friggin phone that was scaring us. -_-'' oh btw.. I think I told this already, didn't I? hehe sorry then. xp

I think that's all I want to say right now. running out of time. I gotta get some sleep. hehe. There are much much much more stupid stories that happened to me.. but can't be bothered to write them all because it's awfully LOTS. soo yeah.

Okay.. I am just bored and I am such a coward right now because the light is turned off and.. everything is kinda black.. and I heard something strange.sooo!!! I must end it here. :) bye fellas!

2006-09-04T07:14:00.000-07:00

been tagged by rei.

Favourite
Favourite Colour: (s)!! blue, purple, orange, green and brown.
Favourite Food: (s)! :p japanese&indonesia&italian food.
Favourite Movie: LOTS.
Favourite Sport: soccaa....! tee hee.
Favourite Day of the Week: sat.
Favourite Season: Autumn and spring.
Favourite Ice Cream: almost all of em. hehee.

Currents
Current Mood: lazy.
Current Clothes: T-shirt, polkaa skirt (HAHA TASYA! ur jealous, rnt u?), and leggings. :)
Current Desktop: FMA.
Current Time: 5.15
Current Surroundings: things... huahuaauaha.
Current Annoyances: homeworks.
Current Thoughts: comics :P ahahhahaa.

Firsts
First Best Friend: Erma.
First Crush: gawd.. -_-' I need privacy.
First Movie: cant remember.
First Lie: how should i remember?
First Music: balonkuu ada 5. i guess.

Lasts
Last Drink: banana milk.
Last Car Ride: nakheel.
Last Crush: still him aaa!
Last Phone Call: anonmyous. sp?
Last CD played: uhm.. dont remember.

Have You Ever..
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: nope.
Have you ever broken the law: naahh. or yes?
Have you ever been arrested: nooo.
Have you ever been on TV: ya.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: no. *tf*

Things
5 things you are good at: being myself, being myself, being myself, being myself, being myself. *this actually because I have hidden talents :P that's why i dont know haha. -_- stupid*
4 things you done today: eating, reading comics, school.. -_-' oh well.
3 things you can hear right now: music, my mommy, my brother.
1 thing you do when you are bored: mmm.. day-dreaming. hehehe :D:D
5 people Im tagging: celsy, tasya, cchaa, kak putri, agas.

2006-09-01T11:45:00.000-07:00

BOO YA! : D
you got me here hahahah. I am soo bored I wanna post something. Okay.. let's see.. I was watching "What I Like About You" a really good film that is hhee so funneh. :) starring Amanda Bynes. She's great! :) so I watched this part when she and her friend were driving a car and one of the wheels deflated and okay they stopped. :D:D trying to fix it but yeah they're so dumb! hahaha. the wheel went down hill -_-' and crashed into the woods! HAHAA. stoopid. :p and the boy right, was chasing after the wheel. but then he came back because he is scared of something. -_-' well okay.. soo that woman's sister ;P (how am I supposed to xp say this?! haha) was looking for her.. so it's like.. where the hell is she going? then.. she found her!! hahahah !! and the car went down hill they were like running for LIFEE :P chasing after the stupid car. so dumb. but the woman right.. was like can't let the car go, and the others were like.. pulling her off the car! okay.. so they pulled her off and.. tarraa the car went into the woods. Okay, I am telling you this.. perhaps it's not funny. :P hehee. but when you watch it.. you can laugh til your ass drop on the floor.

I wanna watch THE OC so bad. :( I need it. Aroem makes me to do so. haha :P well no.. but.. hahah!! I can blame aroem for that :p xp because she said I can muahauha. nah just joking.

uhmm.. yesterday I SUPER DUPER pissed at someone! COME ON OUT ! you know who you are. well the fact is I KNOW THAT HE IS WRONG. I strictly say WRONG. he Is WRONG. really wrong. I don't know why I can not hate him though. I still friggin love him x( well I know this is not right. ugh. Is he playing with me?? well.. my heart isn't a toy that you can play with!! you fvkin fvktard. your tounge must be stuck in ur ass because u talk TOO much shit. (im sorry for bad words. apology)Okay.. enough said. I'm tired. Of course. That's really obvious. saying that I am right and he's the one who is wrong because he call me a stuff maker. wtf. HE IS. okay.. done talking about HIM. and I am sorry too -_-' for him... for making that he seems to be a bad person. well yea.. he isn't but.. he just.. doesn't understand.. DO YOU KNOW THAT. YOU DON'T. (er not you. but him :P )

Uhm... I was listening to this japanese singer.. called Yui.
Her voice is soo cute. I like her song called Tokyo. Uhmm.. btw.. it's pop.. I guess.. well I am surprised.. :p because I kinda listen to other genre such as hardcore, punkrock, classical *WHAT?* jk, techno, elctro, blablabla. lotsa. I am in a wide range of music. ;)cool thing hehehe.

Oh well.. I feel like changing a layout but I dunno why I am not doing it hehe. Can't be bothered. too much works uff. :( I got a lil heavy homeworks to do this time hahaha. oh well. end here. buh bye. :) catch you laterrr.

2006-08-29T07:06:00.000-07:00

credit: purrfection

Uhm, okay.. school started today and it was boring-ish. But, kinda excited when I knew my english teacher is mrs.platt :p she's soo funneh. hahaha. My DT teacher was like so.. scary!! huff huff scary man. he's not evil though hhahaa. he just talks a lil bit too much like my previous Design Technology teacher. :9 Why does DT teacher have to be so...anoyying? well not that anoyying tho hahaha. :p they're just kinda scaring mee, you know hehe. Okay, uhm My school is getting BIGGER. HOW am I supposed to walk when as IF I was having PE and have to go to the maths department and we HAVE to be on time. oh gawd. I guess I have to run, don't I? well not running on corridor but, have to run while I am outside hehehehe.

Oh ya, I have the most FRIGGIN STUPID SCHEDULE EVER ON THURSDAY ON WEEK TWO. : ( 4 hours STRAIGHT of science. OH MY GOD! oh pwease, can't you believe? I have to sit 4 hours straight in Science class?? they give us too much science lessons. uff. Oh ya, I don' t have SWIMMING anymore !!! omg omg omg can I actually BELIEVE that? =D yay!! no swimming. but still.. I have PE. hehehee. x)

**~PROMOTION~**
Who lives in Qatar here? Celsy and Kak Karin offers some brand-new comics for YOU only to borrow which are really worth a read, I believe. ;) QR2 each. hahahah!! well, -__- I guess not many people who lives in Al Khor.. blogging, eh? hehe..okay, this doesn't help! hahah. xP

okay, byebye people! ;)

2006-08-28T00:59:00.000-07:00

credit: happy-mix

hahahah! I was having a REALLY weird dream last night. It wasn't a nightmare or whatsoever nor a GOOD dream. ;o so here it is. I was in a VERY BEAUTIFUL place where there was lots of flowers and my family weas having a picnic with HIS family. Okay, so we were talking and stuff and then I wanted to go to toilet because I can't help it, I drank too much :P hahaha. And there was an ALLIGATOR dammit and the toilet btw is so EWW gross. I screamed right, then my mom said "ohh alligator. bring it here." how the FVCK am i supposed to BRING THAT alligator THERE? so, -_-'' yes it is alligator but when I took it, it turned out to be a turtle which can bite like an alligator. what the HECK!! (reminder: I told you it's WEIRD) and yah it bit me on my middle finger. but, it felt like, I was being pinched that's all. :P Okay, and then, I brought it to THEM. (my family and HIS family). and they were laughing and were worried about me because it bit me.

I felt awkward. haha okay and then WE went home, in the car.. I mean on the way home, we were talking and teasing each other. HIS sister was like "aa I want to play with kak asti" and I said "hahahahH!! oi *sensoredHISname* she wants to play with ME! see see? she LIKES me. hahahaha" but then, she kicked me so hard. gawddd. What a kid. So, me and HIM were teasing each other x) *awww* and HE held my hand hahahah!! btw, I was sitting by the window and he was beside me. AHAHHA.

I told you the place was so PRETTY. never seen a place like this before. ;) the flowers were pretty too. and so I said "aw, I forgot to bring my camera." and the WHOLE family was lauhging I DONT KNOW WHY?! okay, that's the end. I woke up. :) what a strange dream afterall. pfft. okay, that's all byebye. :)

2006-08-27T03:26:00.000-07:00

credit: aetheriality
Series: Nana
Artist: Ivy

yay I'm posting :O so, im back with a newlayout which I changed a few days ago. yeepee.
Okay I wanna talk talk talk and talk!!! I love this layout although it's pink but well yeah no problem. Pink is nicer than RED. I hate red so much (oh well I think this isn't necessary to say lol)

Uhm, Tasya was talking about one of her bestfriends. so, Why can't I be bothered to write one? *winks*

-- My very first friend and best friend = erma! oh my gosh I miss her so much. Since I moved, we rarely talk to each other. aww, that's so sad. I miss her like hell. I couldn't get a chance to see her this year! oh no. She's funny, we used to laugh together because of my stupidity. xD I was making stupid jokes and hell yeah we laughed so hard. lmao. I miss that time erma!!

-- Puput. :) well.. we still talk to each other (rarely tho)and as well as trying to understand each other. I miss you too, bestie! :) We heart one another although We have so much fighting and stuff. I don't like that. But, that's it at the end xd we became best friends. hehehe.

-- Tasyaaaaa!!! I MISS YOUU LIKE HELL aghh. She's one of my best friends EVERRR !!! she's very nice. We had a lot of fun together WHEN WE WERE in indonesia. hixhix. I miss that timee. I wish I had a time machine so that I can go back where we were having so much fun. : ) Oh ya, still remember when I WAS LOST. and you and your mom were giving me a ride. heheeheeehe. I thank you a lot!!! I love you, my dearest friend.

-- Asmi. WAH! I just met her last 2 months! heheh. :) and yet I MISS HER again. :p she's the most funniest bestie!! hohoho. xD

-- Deandra. Lost contact at all. *sigh* where the heck are you? =( I hope you will continue your school in bandung so that we can meet!!! MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU!! she's one of my best friends as well and erma's. :P yup yup yup we used to laugh with erma right hehehee. and I used to go to your house kinda often. xD oh my god.

-- Ayesha, Tari, Shenie. my girls. :) LOVE YOU! MISS YOU! I still talk to Tari though. but where is Ayesh and shenie?? you don't know how much I LOVE YOU GUYS!! so NEITHER I. god god god. we were in the same class in yr7. :P and we were sitting close to each other so yeah. hehehe. so much fun right. -the garinks.

-- FEYV. Fahrina, Egit, Yona, Vidia. ouh am geeh. love yah! hehehhe. We became like this, when I went to Qatar. At first, We weren't that close but then, we formed this FEYVA and yeah. : ) we're really close now. I am not alone anymore. x) we shared thoughts and lalalalalalla. hehehe.

MY VERY VERY VERY BEST FRIENDS I LOVE YOU . to my best friends outside Qatar : I don't know how to say this but, I really DO miss you all. I don't know when I can see you again. but, if fate says that we will met. then WE WILL!!! I am looking forward to see you. I really AM.

Oh ya, my dearest online friends.. :

-- dila, muthii, tika, nindy, aroeem. I wish that we can meet sometime later !!! laff youu!!

hhoho okay done talking about them. :) uhmm.. I wanna talk about school now. Aw man. HOW MANY DAYS TIL SCHOOL START?! 2 days Oh nooo. I don't wanna go back. I don't I don't. well yeah we can meet FRIENDS. But how about homeworks and shitty-ish stuff? AAAAA !! But yeah, same with sora thanks to THEM for giving homeworks so that we're not bored anymore. heheheheh..

by the way, My brother and I sleptover to Wita and adi's house. ;P hahaha pity, it's only for one day! xD hahahaha.

Okay, I think that's all for now! too-dle-oo.

2006-08-20T23:50:00.000-07:00

credit: Infradia

o my o my o my. there was a blackout last night. YAH LAST "night"! oh my gosh. I was watching Goong/Princess Hours/The Imperial Household and BLANK! blackout happened all in sudden. It was so damn long. -_-' about 1 and a half hours? and it was very HAWT! I think it happened at everyhouse in Al-Khor Community (Community that I'm living in). I fell asleep in my living room with my mommy. and I heart candels from now on (I had to sacrifice one of my candles for Aroma Therapy!)candles are pretty. I was taking photos instead of helping my mom looking for flashlight. hohoh. I don't know why my eyes hurt so much when there is no source of light OUCH!

And you know what, I am really weird when I was imagining that This blackout caused by Israeli people entering the community and telling community staff to turn off our electricity so they can go into everyhouse. So dumb right hehe. And When I heard "bus" voice I would think it was a tank! I am such an idiot for having thoughts like that. But on the other hand, I can be called creative did you know that? hahahaha!!

Wanna see me with my candle? ;p (PS: the pics are not that good. forgive me.)

2006-08-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

Series: Fullmoon Wo Sagashit
Artist: michiyo

BOOHOO! I'm back with a brand-new layout hehe. Okay, Let's see.. actually there is nothing interesting nowadays *sigh*, but yeah I have something to tell hoho. I've been learning PHP, FTP, and designing. yay! isn't that cool? I mean "me" wanting to learn things like that? oh my gosh.

Okay.. Hm so I hung out with my friends yesterday and we wanted to play volleyball but NONE came as I expected. very very very pathetic. hehe ehh let me correct, We just wanted to watch rather than playing *err*. Okay nobody came so we ate cakes. I ate to cakes because I was so HUNGRY I swear. and I was desperate to drink ice tea because it was so HOT! friggin HOT outside. I bet, you will be roasted alive.

I wanna go shopping so badly. But, my brother just had a circumcision so yeah. My mom won't let me go anywhere unless I have someone that I can go with. (My mom can't because she has to look after my brother, remember?) and I need shorts for PE. The tuck shop has no stock for my size surprisingly then, I guess I need to go to Doha to buy shorts.

9 more days until school starts. I can't wait. Somehow, I gotta have something to do, right? That's why I want to go to school awfully. Oh yeah, I'm searching for a good host. Anyone can recommend?

2006-08-18T09:30:00.000-07:00

Indonesia independence day! : ) 17th of august. aw man, do you know how much i miss indonesia? 65% i guess. hehe. x) miss you loads.

2006-08-10T01:14:00.000-07:00

I can't actually believe that I made a layout for my blog with my OWN hands. :) oh ya, thanks to Celestial-star for making a tutorial about how to make a div layout! It really helped a lot. Yesterday, I was about to give up because It was totally screwed up but, thank God, I am a patient-kinda-person. LOL yeah. Uhmm.. nothing much have happened during my holiday because you know It's so B-O-R-I-N-G here. Come here and you will be bored to death! -_- hahahahhaha. Yah, I live in Al-Khor a small city yep yep it's near to Doha though! but, yeah.. still -_- my mom won't let me to go to doha because I have to stay at home. HAHAHA. seriously, it's so boring. Anyway, what do you think of my layout? I know I suck, it's my first layout and my very first experience. Later on, if I could be a good-skinner and had a knowledge of PHP,HTML,and FTP I will try to submit for one good web-hosting. I had nothing to do yesterday so, I took a look at them and they actually have great features but it is just me who can not understand PHP, FTP and such. -_- but I'll try!! I'll try!! soon. :) hehehehehe. Seriously, I was so desperate for making a layout and finally phewwwwwwwh. Okay.. I think that's all.. thank you for everyone who has been reading my journal and tagging me! see ya.

2006-08-07T09:34:00.000-07:00

BOO!! im updating my blog!! *dancing around* hiphip hooorayyyh! and im fucked up with my xanga! :( I cant post. and I was writing that damn long -_- entry but It was rejected. and my shoulder OUCH. yeayyy I found this really purrrrrdy layout from blogskins. pretty, ain't it? :P lol I have to eat. buh bye.

2006-07-24T08:12:00.000-07:00

haha lol! here it comes again!! my blogger editing page is suffering from errorness (incorrect english ashtot!) aghh I hate this. ohh mann so.. it's called fate?

I'll be back for school in 1 month later. GAWD so damn long! well yeah.. it's really really really really really L-O-N-G for those who is staying here in Qatar for 2 months holiday RIGHT?! POOR ME.

I updated my blog.. here I am! hehee. :) my blog looks so good now. (unlike last time haha) and now, I got a toybox... you see that !? full of cuties..pixels. omg I love them. I wish I could make it. (hey hey I'm trying to!)

Oh ya.. my mom and I had a little fighting over something really stupid (I know it's my fault heheh). so, the story was I went to Yupi's bday party last night and oh well.. time went by so fast and it was 10 o'clock already. Yona, my friend phoned her dad and her dad was LAZY to pick her up so, she wanted me to call my mom. so.. yeah I called my mom right and WELL WELL WELL perhaps she was sleepy or something (I didn't know that!) so.. I thought "Ahh I know my mom will be late! of course of course." and.. so, yona, egit and I went to egit's house (my mom knew that she had to pick me up in egit's) and there was none outside. I was telling my self "see..". Then, we went to Egit's house because her mom was like "want some drinks while you're waiting for your mom?" and I said.. "No.. thanks. My mom is picking me up." eh.. Yona -_- wanted to drink so she said "eheh sure." OHKAYY. so we were drinking and suddenly my mom called me..

mom: asti!
me : yah??
mom: WHERE WERE YOU HA! I was like waiting for you in front of Egit's house and you weren't there.
me : what? I was up here because Egit was offering me a drink.
mom: I don't wanna go back to pick you up again! JUST WALK OKAY!
me : *pause* ... okay...
----------------------------
*silence*... *my friends looking at me*
me : errr.. my mom was very mad at me?
yon: oh my God! really?!?
me : yeah... we have to walk.
yon: oh my God! in this late night??
me : yea.

so, we walked. and this is the funny part. (lmao) there was a sound like "errr errr err err " and it continued like that. I was like "WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!" (I really thought it was a FUCKING SNAKE OMG) and my friend held my hand and I knew she was frightened by that sound.. so she ran away so did I..! but then I realised that "errr errr" thing was my mobile !! (MY MOBILE VIBRATES! HEHE) That was the funniest thing that happened to me in that day! and yona was like "I THOUGHT IT WAS A GHOST! I THOUGHT THE GHOST WAS LIKE... ERR WHISPERING?!" ahahahaha and me " NO! IT SOUNDED LIKE A SNAKE! hahahahaha. I'm sooo sorry yona!!" LOL she was really scared! xD and.. so was I! hhehehe. omg omg omg she said that she ran away to her house. xD ( her house is kinda far away from my house! hehe) so.. I text her.. -_- and she was "ASTI! I JUMPED WHEN I RECEIVED YOUR SMS!!!" lol she was friggin scared.. IM SORRY! xd I hope that wouldn't happen again! to.. US! hehe. :p but I was wondering, what if LATER.. we would think that my mobile rings again and.. in fact.. it really is a ghost whishpering or a snake! hehehe. T_T we would jump and run away as far as we can lol. lol. lol. THAT WAS HILARIOUS. BERRY BERRY FUNNY. xD but.. still.. IM SOO SORRY YONA.

2006-07-23T02:46:00.000-07:00

I got stabbed by u-know-who-u-r hehehe. :p

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've been broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk, really really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive wihout called ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friend.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat!
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cellphone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in my future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I've tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's siginificant other or crush in the past.
I own the "south park" movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think the pizza hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jacksons, scandals, and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests for most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who i am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on make up.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tounge in waves, much like a snake shilter.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have everyjournal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what a cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

MUAHAHHAHA and now... I stab.. CELSY, TASYA, DILA, RYNNA, MIKAN, SORA, DIRA, ICHA. *evil laughs* BWAHAHHAHAA.

2006-07-17T08:22:00.000-07:00

ima post these lyric. :)

am i loud and clear or am i breaking up?
am i still your charm or am i just a bad luck?
are we getting closer or we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
- Swing Life Away by Rise Against

What hurts the most was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
- What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts

how it ages when you're away
spring blooms and you find the love that's true
but you don't know what to do
Cause the chase is all you know
and she stopped running months ago
- Your Heart Is An Empty Room by Death Cab For Cutie

I followed a rabbit
through rows of mermaid entwined shrubbery
ah..ah..
oh what marvelous things but, they are, they are, they are
giving me the creeps
- Marvelous Things by Eisley

I'm ready for you to fight again
My fists are clenched, and sweating blood.
I'll stand, strong, fighting til the end, grasping the win!
- Battlefield Radio by Dear Whoever

AHHH my mom called me. I'll post more so on. T_T

2006-07-17T04:49:00.000-07:00

mood:
listening to: angels and airwaves - the adventure

yesterday was regina's bday. niceee. =) it was fun-ish hee hee although I had to go back at 9 pm! photos.. uhm.. took lotsa pic but noo i dont want to post em. :p ahehuehe. i feel so lazy today.

AGHHH my broo is costigating me right now !! go away you flake ! ;( *owkay.. he was snubbing me! .S.H.I.T. GO AWAYY* NOOOOOOOOO I'm ruining my CSS codes NOO. he's such a dimwit kind of persoon. gawd. :( but good thing that he gave me a glass of pop ice just now so okay i'll forgive him.

YAY I found my bubble gum at home. coooliee. I can gnaw. I can make a big bubble with it. haha. :D oh yaa you knoww what, I was tuming my desk :) it's sooo neat now hehehe. :p *proud*

-I WANT RAIN. I MISS being a wringing-wet-person Hahahahah. :) I MISS RAIN-

2006-07-10T08:28:00.000-07:00

mood:

listening to: Bayside - Hello Shitty

omg I can't actually believe that one of my favorite team player won! hahaa Italy ! ;d but poor France. : ( poor zidane. :( i like em as well.. hahaa. But, no problem !! : D Italy !! : D that was super from ya! ;O good job. Okay.. I think I have lotsa story to tell. ahahahaa. I am just friggin bored here. AW MAN here I am !! in Qatarr !! suffocated from boring summer. ngahahahaa.

Hmm.. This 2 days ago was Yona's birthday party. Well. okaay FUN! ;) hehe. :) although the boys were so sloppy so she had to clean it up and stuff. of course we helped hahaa. *girls are good as always* and you know what !! those boys aree so gay especially *sensor* (don't mention any name heree ngahahah) he was touching touching someone's hand which is I know who he was !!!! NOO he wasn't the only one who was touching his friend. THEY WERE touching touching touching each otherrrrr. godddd... gay wanna be or what?! seriously.. get a life. and they didn't tell yona that they broke a chair. -_- pfffttt be maturee boysszz. Say sorry or something at least! hahaahaa. ;p I think yona was so pissed. lol feel sorry for ya my bestiiee heahaaha. Actually yona's bday is on 19th of July ( this wed ) but, since one of her besties named FAHRINAAA hahaa had to go to indonesia after that day. :) she wanted her friend to come xD sweet of yon. lol.

oh yaa this is a convo about yesterday. My ex and I were chatting on MSN :
me : mm so are we gettin back 2gether?
him : i dunno.
me : o ok.
pfftt THAT wasn't the answer that I wanted lol. It's between Yes and No actually!! but I don't wanna hear him say no.. so, I said.. "o ok". *sigh* *shrug* AGH. i LOVE him. I swear I do. it's not a fukin LIE! :( thinking about boys is just so sick! seriously :( sometimes I dont know what they think. but on the other hand, I just can't resist to not to think about him! bleh.

Yesterday was okay-ish. hmm, could be pitiful or pathetic because I was like.. babysitting two kids. gawwddd! : ( they were playing barbies !! and they were making such a fuss. uff lol. ahahaha XD they used to play everyday in my house and mess up my stuff muahaha. kind of fun to be with when I am very bored and have NOTHING to do. hahaa. eh? but HEY it's funny how they react and talk lol. I miss those kids. Seriously I do. hahaa ;P *lol* oh yaa.. and u see that pic on the right side.. they took that pic when I ate a chocolate ! HAHA it looks awkward. that pic was spontaneous afterall nyaahaa. :)

2006-07-08T22:11:00.000-07:00

mood:
listening to: October Fall - The Movie Script

Can't believe Portugal is fukin lost!! NOOO!! :( fudge. damn you Germany. So... Germany got the third place.. and Portugal.. got the fourth place... AW NO! and it's 3-1 to Germany.. !! NO! NO! NO! I can't accept this..(although I have to. lol) Fine.. Well done Germany.. Congrats!! :) your fans must have been really proud of you. HAHAHA.

2006-07-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

mood:
listening to: October Fall - Hey Hey

Feeling happy and feel like crying at the same time. :) :(

sad because my dad is leaving today!!!! to Japan for a year perhaps? NO WAY! :( I can not feel like it will be flowing fast or something ! NO! god. ;( I should have been there BUT since we could not find SOME FREAKING SCHOOLS BECAUSE THEY'RE FULL ALREADY (WTF)!!! okay.. *gasp* I still can meet my dad 4 months LATER right !!!!!!!?!?!?! but... that seems so long. :( god damn it !

Happy because... LOL my ex and I could get a right thing AT LAST. :) FINALLY. whateverr. I told him that I was RIGHT but he didn't want to believe. ;p hehehe. But.. :) I'm good. I'm fine. Make sure that everything is.. okay! don't be sad again asti. :) don't be so pathetic like last time. :) cheer up! the sad thing is over now. (pft) good thing. well that's awesome !! hahahahaa. see I told you I didn't dump you, dumbass. :( I've said it lyk million times pffft. OKAY IT'S FINE NOW ! hahaa. : D so.. still don't know. are we getting back together ? :")

2006-07-01T22:10:00.001-07:00

mood:

listening to: Hot Hot Heat - Talk To Me, Dance With Me

Now, everyone is gone to vacation when I just came back. fine HAVE FUN PEOPLE ! : D have a nice+safe holiday. XD ; ( awh it would be so quite and boring Qatar then. Got a new layout and I kinda love this. Oh well okay.. so, I dunno why suddenly I hate mirrors. It already started since 2/3 months ago though. ahahahhahaa so awkward. But it's not that I'm like so hysteria when I see mirrors but it's just.. I don't know I can't describe it. hahaha weird.

AAAA I wanna go to Bali again! no idea why I really want to go there. I miss it so much. hahahaa you know.. lotsa foreign & indonesian(or local) people go there for vacation. nice nice nice nice I want to go there because... perhaps.. because.. I love sandals!! *what?!?!* yaa i love sandals. I saw many cute and pweedy sandals with really love prices. (you would be surpised ;P) the cheapest ones are like Rp7000 (so it's like QR 3? ) and the most expensive ones are like Rp 25,000 (about QR 12? ) but don't buy em at shops in your hotel because it will be very expensive right.

Hate blogger for not letting me paste something to my post : ( !!! I had some errors and I had to start all over again. screw you blogger. T_T

2006-06-30T00:16:00.000-07:00

mood:
listening to: Tegan and Sarah - Walking With A Ghost

NYAHAHHAHAA im back after my vacation from indonesiaa babe! I don't feel good because my holiday was too short.. real short... i have 1+ month (or 2?) holiday but I only had my oh-so awesome time in 2 weeks. so exciting meeting your friends when you haven't seen them like ages god. NO! i wanna go back to indonesia. I miss my friends. :( uhhh. Oh yea in Jakarta ya I met some of my friends like.. Filino and his brother bang Fedri and dyta! : P and in bandung i met asmii and teh Ira! ahh I wanna go back... last time wasn't enough time. and tasyaaa i miss you like hell. Pity, when I was in Jakarta you were in Bontang and when I was in Bandung you went back to Jakarta... T_T so sad and seemed so dramatic AGH. OH YAAA i hate this. you know yaa that Im moving to Japan right? but I dunno, it's still not sure I mean... It's not really obvious that I am leaving or not. However If I am I will be back in 2 years or 1 year time. But, It's so hard to find my schools. they all full already so it sounds like I'm late if I want to go to that school. AWH. so sad. Still my dad has to work there and he said if my mom, my bro and I can't move, we can visit Japan in December. YAY!

Got a lot of things I bought last time. XD weee Indonesiaaaa !! my shopping paradise.. i meann it's like so cheap. (2 times less than hereeee inQatarrr) hahahahhaa. yay yay yay. I went to FO (Factory Outlet) and bought many things. lovely. and you know right an FO called "Rumah Mode" located in Bandung.. It was so crowded and I can barely breathe omg. I mean the stuff is okay-ish but i dunno why many people go there uff. Oh yaa I went to a big a HUGE restaurant called Atmosphere and it was so coool. I love the place and kind of like the food (it wasn't worth the price *huff sigh*) I ate at the upper floor waw so comfort. : D the breeze was soo ahh relaxing haha. XD oh well. sounds so norakkk.yyayayayayay norak norakk beb.

2006-06-09T01:57:00.000-07:00

mood:
listening to: blink 182 - all of this

today is friday.. and.. i dont know what's the point of telling you this? haha. yesterday i cut my hair... and celsy came to that saloon and.. we met. haha. XD we cut our hair. ya cel we look so kawaii as u said. hahaha. Oh yea.. i've been downloading lotsa movie (when a stranger calls, Silent hill, and aquamarine) from morpheus because im so bored at home. *shrug* I just finished watching Final Destination 3 and it was awesome. two thumbs up! ;D even thought it was digusting you know that i hate bloody movie. =( hahahaa. XD

Yesterday was fun-ish because fahrina, egit, yona, vidia and I was having a BBQ at yona's house. We got a chance to get up to the roof and it was really cool !! because it was my first time to climb up to the roof. :( although i have it at my house but im just too scared climbing it hahaha lame. xD We prank-called people because we were kind of bored and we were trying to get away from yona's sisters because they like.... following us wherever we go. hahahaha. but they're cute because they're lil kids so i don't really mind.

can't believe that im really moving to JAPAN. J-A-P-A-N. i mean like helooooo. hella god. im very surprised when my dad said that we're moving to japan on 4th of august. and indonesiaa here i come !!! XD im going to jkt ! yay i miss jkt like hell i wanna go to lippo cikarang again and have fun, i wanna go to dufan and have fun, i wanna go shopping and have fun !!! YEAAA. i dont like traffic jams in jkt though. so -_- whateverrrrrrrr. The only thing i miss in indonesia is family and food actually haha. xp

2006-06-04T07:27:00.000-07:00

mood :

listening to : Karnivool - Roquefort

sorry people. long time no updating. (: i just couldn't be bothered to write any post nowadays im so sowy. Anyways I had lots of thing was going on and they all just great. (; I've finished watching Prince of Tennis til the end and of course I am gonna miss them so badly. aw. but however I can still watch it whenever I want right. well, as long as I have internet connection and youtube works properly. hahahahah.

Oh ya, guess what. I might be moving to Japan. so exciting WHOAA can't wait. I just hope that everything is gonna be alright *phew* :) I watched Poseidon last Friday and it was the coolest movie I've ever seen (not) lol. not the coolest but well.. awesome enough to take my breathe away. BREATH-TAKER! *huh?* hahahahah. w/e to me.

Hm one thing, I am looking forward to watch Prince of Tennis OVA. xD

2006-05-26T09:48:00.000-07:00

mood :
listening to : Straylight Run - Your Name here

whoaa !! im on 132 episode ! (im talking about Prince of Tennis ) haha i couldn't stop watching it from when I woke up til 1 o'clock or something I didn't really notice the time. WEHEE !! you really must catch up and watch it POT lovers. hahhaa. xD its even more exciting ! okay im not gonna spoil it for ya. Watch it by yourself. SEIGAKU GO GO GO GO !! *my march is BURNIIINGG !! COME ON* hahahahaa.

everyone's busy nowadays NOOO NOOO NOO ! =( i miss em. i wanna talk to them. Oh well. *sigh* I just hope that they will do their best. : D love yaa bebh!
actually it was a random thing. XD i just dunno what to say. XD (shut up. i know im dumb. hAHAHA. see ?? i just did a non-sense thingy agaiin !! ) stop it asti. BYEE.

2006-05-24T21:33:00.000-07:00

Mood:

Watching : Prince of Tennis 109

ahaha long time no updating at all. My exams were finished last Tuesday and I felt really great! But, I am kinda worried though. Wednesday we had a trip to beach club !! I give 4 out of 5 haha. It was hella exciting eventhough, I didn't feel really well at that time -_-
We were splashing and had a volleyball competition. I didn't participate because I suck especially at serving. HAHAHA! but It was really fun. Moh K, Ezz, and Rachel were so funny. We burried them in the sand and made them like "mermaids" hahaha so retarded !! I also got a weird picture what the heck Ridho was doing to Abdullah LOL and I didn't know that Steffan is a photo-freak.

2006-05-15T20:35:00.000-07:00

mood :
listening to : tom & jerry durumdurumdum

it seems that shoutmix is temporary unavailable. whoa so I've changed my tagboard to cbox.

Prince of tennis is very addicting as drugs that many idiot / mean people might use. haha. I'm on episode 83 [part 2/3]. I usually borrow cel's. but since I cant be patient I watched it on youtube non-stop. xD youtube is under mantenance as well, damn it! this is boring. Oh ya I saw the gayest man ever named Watako. I hate him so much. Why does he have so many fans out there who screams like hell it hurts my ears!? sheesszz.

People doesnt seem to update their blogs. o_O whoa. >.<

this is shit.

2006-05-13T10:28:00.000-07:00

mood :

listening to : rascal flatts - what hurts the most

im sorry to whoever read this blog. im sorry for you bloggers. I've decided to move from strawberry-stee (i had troublesome with it and i dont know why and how come) and i moved again from tie-mystrawberrytie because i forgot my username. T_T im really sorreeeh. and poor me that i have to start it over again. hoho. im really sorry if i bother you guys.

2 days ago was vidia's birthday (one of my bestfriends) and hell yeah we had some fun and a tragedy but i cant tell you what it is or otherwise they will kill me. you dont want me to get killed, do you? haha whatever asti. okay, here are the photos which i took on vid's bday. look at fahrina's face! why do you think she did that?! haha (the one with the scarf) and especially me i make that stupid face i just try to be the stupidest i know im dumb i know im stupid. haha what the hell with that face? i was freaky and im scared of myself. The bday girl is the on with the glasses. ;) she wore a cute baby doll at that time >.< i want it. haha. I will introduce you to my FEYVA haha. xD f=fahrina (the one with the scarf) E=egit (the girl who wears black) Y=yona (I LOVE DANCING-girl haha) V=vidia (the one who wears glasses and baby doll!) A=asti (meeh! you know me.)

hmm, its 8:51 pm already and i haven't done my arabic hw yet. supposed to do it now. bye.